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chill out @PH

2006-02-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

it was great hang out with me new colleagues :)

H4PPY M44L H|JR4H...

2006-01-31T20:11:00.000-08:00

ermm... dah lama tak tulis kat blog nih.. such a longggggggg time :)

tahun baru.. buku baru.. kisah baru... semangat baru...

this new year.. tak buat apa² pon.. kebetulan a day before.. did talk on the phone with Rina (satu tempat kerja, i guess we all boleh dikatakan satu kepala lah kan..) talk about activities.. like chill out thing and end up talking about salsacise and kickboxing.. currently she in pilates. and me? none.. not even jogging.. lama giler tak bersenam.. so i decided to go to her place with Ira :)

sampai rumah dia.. she was preparing tempura.. kekekeke.. yummy! it was great playing with sha sha, her daughter :) cute lil felisha...

ermss.. end up all of us doing salsacise... hahahaahhaaa! habis satu vcd.. and nak try tea bo. but tea bo is more tense compare to salsacise.. since salsa is more 'lenggok' and fun. tea bo need a lottts of energy and stamina.. but i like it.. since tired doing salsacise thingy.. sempat warm up jer untuk tea bo, lol!

now i know what i wanna do during free time.. thanks rina! seronoknya ada geng nak ber tea bo and salsacise :)

p/s: babe, thanks again *wink*

Wahai Kau Cinta...

2005-11-11T04:10:00.000-08:00

Sebelum kau benar-benar pergi
Ucapkan satu kata yang tulus
Bahwa kau mencintai diriku sepenuh hatimu
Dan aku merasakan kau selalu di sini
Wahai kau cinta sungguh tak ada yang bisa
Mampu berpaling darimu bila terlanjur sayang
Wahai kau cinta yang luluhkan hati ini
Membuat sgalanya indah semua karena cinta
Sebelum engkau pergi
Ucapkan yang terindah dari lubuk hatimu
Bahwa kau mencintai diriku sepenuh hatimu
Dan aku merasakan kau selalu di sini

A day before 1 Syawal 1426H

2005-11-05T13:25:00.000-08:00

Pagi2 lagi Nana dah call rumah, tanya bila nak bertolak ke Tmn Tun. Rupa2nya aku dapat tau yang mum dah janji ngan aunty yang we all nak bertolak ke rumah aunty pagi2 Rabu. Aku masih mengemas bilik (Dapat cuti last minutes kan.. semua kerja2 mengemas dan buat kuih raya dalam masa yang singkat, agak serabai dan memenatkan) Tapi tak per.. semangat raya, yehaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Bertolak ke rumah aunty kire2 pukul 11.30 pagi. Nasib baik dah full tank :) tak sabar nak sampai rumah aunty cos dengar citer aunty masak ayam masa merah. aduhhhhhhhhhhhhh,masakan aunty dan Opah yang menjadi kegemaran aku setiap bulan Syawal. Actually resepi dari Opah, ibu mentua aunty aku. hehehehe , Opah yang sentiasa stylo!

Kedatangan we all di sambut dengan meriah.. biasalah kalao aku datang bergegarlah rumah aunty :) tapi menjadi satu kemestian bagi aku untuk lepak dan melihat ikan2 koi aunty yang sihat2 sebelum melangkah masuk ke rumah aunty :) aku suka.. melihat ikan2 itu membuat aku tenang dan pokok2 yang menghijau disekitarnya sungguh menyejukkan. tolong aunty masak untuk raya dan masak untuk berbuka - agenda aku pada hari itu.

agenda pertama - masak ketupat. hehehehehe, fuyoooooooooooooo.. aunty prepare ketupat.. meriah ner thn nih :) aku dan Nana kena hidupkan api.. agak mengambil masa jugaklah nak hidupkan api kat dapur tanah liat tuh.

agenda kedua - masak bayam untuk berbuka. comel2 pulak bayam yang aunty beli. masak kuah, simple jer.

agenda ketiga - tengok aunty masak ayam masak merah :)

agenda keempat - lepak sambil take photo disekitar kolam ikan.

agenda kelima - berbuka!!!!!!

weekend with Jaja and Qayyim

2005-09-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

Venue: Wisma Radio
Time/Date: 4.55pm, 23 Sept 2005.
*my handphone ringing* "Cat, datang tido kat rumah aku malam nih boleh tak? Temankan aku sebab hubby aku outstation weekend nih", pinta Jaja. "ermm, ,malam nih tak leh lah sebab kalo nak bertolak mlm nih nanti mak aku risau pulak. Aku gi esok lah sabtu aku off. Tapi ahad petang aku kerja tau", jawabku. "ok ok.. datang tau! aku tunggu", balas Jaja. *end conversation*

erm... Jaja temanku sejak di sekolah rendah.Sudah biasa dapat request cam tuh dari Jaja.. Temankan adiknya kalo mereka ke outstation.. Kalau satu keluarga pergi bercuti, aku akan jadi penjaga kucing2 yang ditinggalkannya. Kekadang scary jugak, lol! tapi last time aku minta abang aku sekali tido di banglo besar itu :)

Venue: Home
Date: 24 Sept 2005
Pagi lepas solat subuh, heheh sambung tido. letih lah... bangun2 jer the whole family dah ready for breakfast.. abg beli nasi lemak. Yan buat milo :) aku? erm.. masih di atas katil. Termenung.. aduh.. lepas breakfast nak basuk baju then ke Shah Alam (Jaja dah 2 bulam sewa condo di seksyen 9, belakang Giant hypermarket). Janji ngan Jaja lepas solat zohor baru bertolak. Jam dah nak dekat pukul 2.30pm, aku masih membasuh :) basuh manual nih ambil masa sikit :) hehehhe lepas breakfast bukannya basuh baju.. lepak depan TV, nih rancangan masakann nih lahhhhh. bila dah tengok channel discovery travel & living nih buat aku terleka. especially kalau rancangan masakan :) jam 2.30pm Jaja call. "Wei, bila nak sampai nih!!! cepatlah datang!!!", teriak Jaja. "yerlah.. lepas aku sidai baju nih aku terus ke Shah Alam lah...", jawab aku :) kuang, kuang, kuang, yeah.. yeah.. nih semua gara2 leka dengan rancangan masakan di TV... tergendala apa yang telah aku rancang di awal hari :)

Venue: Home
Date: 24 Sept 2005
ok ok... aku bertolak.. hehe lebih kurang dah nak dekat pukul 3pm.. mana tak Jaja pissed off :) yg aku nih ikut jalan erm.. jauh sikit.. lalu bandar sunway dan Subang Jaya... jammed tapi tak teruk lah kan. Waktu melalu Subang Jaya, teringat zaman aku belajar di Kolej Unitek dulu. Student ADP semua ditempatkan di Subang Perdana Court 9. Banyak juga perubahan.. Dah banyak condo2 tumbah bagai cendawan selepas hujan. Waktu di trafiic light di Suabng Jaya, telefon bimbit aku berbunyi lagi. ah agak dah.. Jaja! "Weiiiiii, ko kat mana tuh?", tanay Jaja. "Lagi 15 minutes ok!! aku kat Suabng Jaya nih, kat simpang ke Shah Alam dah nih", Tanpa menunggu Jaja habis bercakap, terus aku potong cakap dia :)

Venue: Shah Alam
Date: 24 Sept 2005
"Jaja, aku dah sampai depan office ko nih!", kataku. "ok ok, tunggu aku bawa pass parking", jawab Jaja. ihikz.. Akhirnya.. bertemu juga ngan Jaja dan anak lelaki dia, Qayyim :) Qayyum nampak blur and blank bila jumpa aku, ihikz. Naik kejap ke office Jaja. Dia ada kerja sikit. Lepas dia faxkan laporan2, kami terus ke condo Jaja. Akhirnya selamat sampai. Cantik juga permandangan dari condo Jaja nih. Nampak masjid Shah Alam :) Sepanjang menunggu waktu makan malam, puas bermain ngan si Qayyim :) aktif juga si kecil nih. Kekadang cakap pon ikut ala2 bahasa dia :) Dinner kat luar jer. Janji aku mau yang sedap pintaku. Menurut Jaja dia tau ada satu tempat nih kuew tiau dan nasi goreng kampung yang sedap. Jaja dah masak dengan perangai aku yang begitu cerewet tentang makanan :) Tak kisah makan kat tempat murah, janji sedap! yup! kuew tiau yang Jaja cadangkan itu sedap! So malam tuh aku makan kuew tiau & apple juice.

Venue: Shah Alam
Date: 25 Sept 2005
tiba-tiba tangisan Qayyim mengejut aku dari tidur. Jam menunjukkan lebih kurang pukul 4am. Terlalu aktif bermain malam tadi, itu yang buat Qayyim mengigau.. Menangis sambil menyebut perkataan "ball" :) cute.. itulah di office mamanya, main bola ping pong. sampai rumah main bola lagi :) seronok Qayyim ada orang melayan dia :) lepas subuh, sambung tido, hehehhehe. Sedar2 jer Qayyim sedang memperhatikanku. "Assaluma'laikum and good morning baby", tegurku. dia senyum aja. Tapi aku lebih prefer memanggil dia "boy". Tapi Jaja kata kalau panggil baby lagi manja. "yer lah.. tak macho lah panggil baby.. dia kan boy", balasku. cute bila si Qayyim membahasakan dirinya "baby" :) lebih kurang pukul 11.30pagi kami ke Giant, beli bahan2 mentah untuk makan tengah hari. Mum minta aku belikan Olay White Total Effect & susu.. dan aku? erm... kalu dah ke hypermarket, pasti beli barang2 yang aku tak planned nak beli, lol! Habis berbelanja lebih kurang pukul 1.30pm. On the way ke parking lot, aku ternampak cafe menjual cheese stick. ermmmm, yummy!!! teringin pulak nak rasanya :) teringat Citra, teman indon ko. ntah kenapa cheese and citra begitu sinomin bagiku :) Sampai rumah terus solat and masak.. kkekekeke, Jaja mau aku masakkan sambal minang. Frankly, aku dah lama tak masak sambal minang :) siap tumbuk cili lagi, biasanya aku blender jer. since tak ada blender kat rumah Jaja, apalagi tumbuk cili lah kak :) tak sedar masa begitu pantas berlalu. We all makan lebih kurang pukul 3.15pm. Dah lama tak makan sama2 ngan Jaja. Dulu sebelum dia berkahwin, aku rajin ke rumah dia.. mak dia pasti ajak aku makan sekali. setiap kali datang ke rumah Jaja mesti makan. segan jugak rasanya, lol! Makan sambil borak2, best! tak sangka kali ini kami ditemani oleh anak Jaja. aku rasa macam baru jer Jaja berkahwin... Lepas solat asar, aku terus ke tempat kerja...

ove rumah-rtm-rumah (shift pagi)

2005-09-17T18:35:00.000-07:00

ermmm.. tak sangka dah masuk 5 bulan aku bersama Digistar. Aku tak tak kenapa aku decided untuk terima tawaran kerja dari Digistar. May be sebab aku dah boring di Ivanex. Tapi di Digistar masa kerja ikut shift dan di tempatkan di RTM. Kalau shift pagi, waktu bekerjanya 9pg-6ptg. Tapi kalo shift mlm yang pada mulanya 4ptg-1pg. tetapi diubah jadi 5ptg-2pg berikutan berita yang menggunakan sistem automation dianjakkan dari pukul 12.30mlm ke 1.30pg.

biasanya naik komuter kalau shift pagi. tapi since dah dapat laptop nih.. aduhh sakit pinggang pulak. sebab dari komuter station ke rtm tuh.. macam naik bukit, ihikz. so, ii decided to take my camera. ermm.. nak merakamkan perjalanan aku sehari-hari ke RTM.

pagi, pukul 7pg tuh dah start bertoah dari rumah. agak jammed jugak lah dekat traffic light tol UPM. org nak ke kl, kajang, bangi, cyberjaya, putrajaya akan melalui traffic light nih.

Sampai RTM lebih kurang pukul 8.15

di ambang merdeka :)

2005-09-02T09:15:00.000-07:00

2 hari yang lepas negaraku menyambut hari kemerdekaan yang ke 48. Walaupun cuti umum, tapi aku seperti biasa bekerja, shift malam pulak tu! erm... nasib baik DHI dibatalkan. So aku dan Khairul sempat ke Dataran Merdeka untuk sama2 menyambut hari kemerdekaan. Sebelum ke dataran merdeka - aku , khairul, isterinya - Asma, anaknya- Balqis dan juga maidnya :) ke bangsar untuk makan malam.. perghhhhhhhhh lapar giler.. mana tak nyer, dinner pukul 10mlm tu!! hahaahhahha :) makan nasi lemak sambal petai, tauhu bakar dan juga otak². yummyyyy!

tauhu merdeka

waktu tengah makan, seorang budak perempuan telah manarik perhatian aku.. kekekkee.. bukan apa, cuma jalur gemilang yang terletak di kepalanya :)

adik merdeka

waktu tgh makan tuh, aku dapat tau yang actually 31 Ogos tuh anniversary partner shift aku! woaaaaa.. sempat aku ucapan kan "selamat ulang tahun perkahwinan yang ke 2" ihikz.. aku pulak yg happy!!! haahhahaahaa. Annivesary wedding they all, public holiday gituh!

pasangan merdeka

lepas makan we all terus rush ke Dataran Merdeka.. heheheh parking kat mahkamah nyer private parking. Thanks Asma for the parking kot, lol! (kebetulan wife Khairul kerja kat situ, so dapat free parking) . Acara yang membuat aku terasa erm.. tak tau macam mana nak descibe :) ..... adalah waktu nyanyi lagu kebangsaan -"Negaraku" :) dah lama aku tak nyanyi lagu kebangsaan negara aku. lagu patriotik kegemaran aku selain lagu kebangsaan:-

31 Ogos
Keranamu Malaysia
Jalur Gemilang

Acara yang paling meriah dan mempersonakan aku adalah..... fireworks!!!! habis jer pertunjukan bunga api.. we all terus pecut ke RTM.. yer lah kan.. ada berita pukul 1.30 pagi :)

Negaraku sudah 48 tahun merdeka.. dan aku bersyukur waktu aku lahir negara sudah pun mencapai kemerdekaan. cuma aku terpikir sama ada perasaan ini sudah merdeka atau tidak? merdeka dari apa? ermm.... semoga aku kuat menghadapi hari² yang mendatang, Insya Allah...

31 Ogos 1957

2005-08-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

ermmm..... tarikh keramat negaraku mencapai kebebasan.

31 Ogos

Tanggal 31
Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Merdeka ! Merdeka !
Tetaplah merdeka
Ia pasti menjadi sejarah

Tanggal 31
Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Hari yang mulia
Hari bahagia
Sambut dengan jiwa yang merdeka

Mari kita seluruh warga negara
Ramai-ramai menyambut hari merdeka
Merdeka !
Tiga satu bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Hari mulia negaraku merdeka

Keranamu Malaysia

2005-08-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

Keranamu Malaysia

Buruh, nelayan dan juga petani
Gaya hidup kini dah berubah
Anak-anak terasuh mindanya
Lahir generasi bijak pandai

Pakar IT, pakar ekonomi
Jaguh sukan dan juga jutawan
Berkereta jenama negara
Megah menyusur di jalan raya

Alam cyber teknologi terkini
Kejayaan semakin hampiri
Biar di kota ataupun desa
Kita semua pasti merasa bangga

Keranamu kami mendakap tuah
Keranamu kami bangsa berjaya
Keranamu kami hidup selesa
Limpah budi kemakmuran negara

Keranamu kami bebas merdeka
Keranamu myawa dipertaruhkan
Keranamu rela kami berjuang
Demi bangsa kedaulatan negara
Keranamu Negara Malaysia
Malaysia...
Terima kasih Malaysia !

a day before merdeka day

2005-08-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

hari nih aku bangun awal.. kebiasaannya lepas solat subuh aku tido dan
bangun balik lebih kurang pukul 11pg (itulah rutin aku setiap hari kalau aku shift mlm). tapi hari ni, pukul 9.30pg aku dah tersedar. ermm... bangun jer pikir tentang nak potong rambut & tgk movie 'Gincu & Gol' :) lepas tuh nak survey harga eye gel. sejak kerja shift nih aku lack of beauty sleep. so mata aku mmg dah ber'eye bag'. lately lagi bertambah teruk eye bag aku.

bangun2 jer mak dengan cerianya bagitau aku, "mak dah masak sambal petai!!". ihikz, mmg favorite we all - sambal petai :) and giliran aku masak nasi & sayur bayam. huhuhuhuhu, kena cepat2 nih, takut tak sempat nak kejar movie nanti. turun dari katil terus gi dapur, masak nasi. then, bersihkan sayur bayam. tup... tapp, tup tapp.. nasi and sayur ready!

aku terusssss drive ke Mines shopping fair and beli ticket movie dulu, hari nih ticket murah - rm6 :) minah yang jual tiket tanya dua kali berapa tiket yang aku nak beli. may be dia pelik perempuan cantik seperti aku tengok movie sorang2, hahaaah.. perempuan cantik?? kekekeeke, hari ini aku jadi perempuan cantik gituh, hahahahahahaa. cinema 1 mmg kosong.. cuma 2 row jer.. itu pon tak penuh for each row. woaa, rasa macam cinema 1 aku yang punya gituh!

habis movie, gi potong rambut... plan nak cut jer.. cost me rm6, heheheheh academy student nyer price. tambah rm2 untuk wash. so.. rm8 for cut & wash. kire murah giler lah tuh. tak ada beza student or yang pro. aku tak kisah sangat. yang kau tau potong layer, shoulder length :)

pukul 4pm aku masih di Mines. ermmm... gi kerja biasa nyer 4.30pm (hehehehe.. cakap jer, tapi 4.40pm bau nak start keta, lol)
sampai jer rumah terus lunch....

kul 5pm baru nak bertolak.. tetiba jer tak sempat keluarkan keta dari porch, manager aku dah call.. aplsal lah pulak time nih pulak nak call... heheeheh. selamba cakap tgh drive. bila dia tanya lama lagi ker nak sampai.. aku jawab jer lagi 20 minutes... hahhh.. shift start 5pm, kantoi!

aduhhh... lapar. dahnak hampir pukul 10mlm nih tapi aku tak dinner lagi nih.. uwahhhh!

bawa mum nonton Ungu Violet

2005-08-21T23:36:00.000-07:00

Hari ni bawa mak gi Mines Shopping Fair. Kekekkekkee.. we all tengok Ungu Violet (finally!!!) dah lama plan nak tgk movie ni.. tapi asyik tertangguh jer. Plan ngan Ila and the gang, tak jadi. Plan ngan haliza, salah tgk time.. terlepas, end up we all supper together sambil borak2. Last2, gi ngan mak, ahakz. Aku rasa.. aku sorang jer bawa mak gi movie.. awal2 dah bagitau kat mak nih citer remeja.. so she might be the only veteran there  tapi aku puas!

Lepas tgk movie.. shopping.. mak beli kasut dan baju. Aku pulak, kasut yang aku berkenan tak de size pulak aku nih cerewet sikit.. bila dah berkenan tak de size lah pulak, uwahhhhh!!!

Sempat singgah kat satu kedai nih.. ala2 IKEA lah konon.. hehehehehhee… price not bad.. boleh dikatakan mahal jugak lah tapi ok lah affordable kalau ikat perut, lol! Satu set kerusi nih cute.. tak lah besar.. sesuai untuk hall yang kecil (I’ll get this one once I got my own place, heheheehhe) mak pon berkenan ngan set tuh cos not occupied too much space (kata mak). Jalan lagi dalam kedai tuh.. woaaaaaaaaa sampai kat area set bilik mandi.. tapi yang paling menarik minat aku.. the bath tab (aku dapat bayangkan aku berendam dalam tab.. syiokkkkkk!!). pas tuh jalan lagi, kali ini area kitchen. Uwahhhhhhhhhh.. satu set kitchen nih cun lah!!!! Yeah, set untuk small kitchen (heheehhe, I’ll get this one for my kitchen set – yeahh.. yeahhh when I got my own place, heheheheehe - tak tau bila, tak per.. berangan dulu, mana tau jadi kenyataan). Seronoknya satu set kitchen nih.. harga, perghhhhhhh rm50K++ giler apa???? Aahhaah, yang pasti itu mmg untuk org kaya yang ada bungalow dan kitchen yang besar..

Tapi yang paling tak best.. bila cakap pasal hal aku nak beli apartment. Pendapat aku mesti bercanggah ngan pendapat mak. Bila aku menyuarakan hasrat untuk membeli apartment kat area kl tuh. Mak macam tak setuju jer katanya kena pikir panjang.. sebab aku pikir panjang lah aku nak beli rumah. Daripada aku enjoy duit aku gi travel. Dah lah nak beli keta dia kureng.. lagi pon tak guna kalau beli keta kalau dia asyik risau jer bila aku drive. At least area apartment yang aku berminat tuh pon dekat ngan lrt. So oklah buat org cam aku nih yang tak der keta kan. pas tuh macam2 lah dia cakap. Nanti tak de org nak sewa lah.. nak pindah tempat kerja – tak kerja area kl, kerja area cyberjaya ker, putrajaya ker. Aduhhh macam2 alasan dia bagi. Pas tuh sibuk aku concentrate, bina kerjaya lah etc... aduh mmg buat aku tension terus hilang mood tadi! Uish buat aku tension pulak bila pikir.. kalu semua pikir negative.. susah lah camnih. abis tuh nak buat cam ner kalo nak beli rumah banyak pulak alasan yang mak bagi.. dia ingat aku main2 and tak pikir panjang. Memang aku nampak macam tak serius dalam hidup.. tapi dalam diri ini siapa tau, Allah jer yang tau, isk......

4 hari selepas.......

2005-08-20T12:45:00.000-07:00

Ermmm.... hari ni buat tahlil untuk arwah Im pres (we all panggil arwah Im pres cos (president) he was the president of ADP for our batch).

Hari nih lepas solat subuh aku sambung balik tidur. Aku tau tak elok buat cam tuh tapi aku mmg tak tahan.. letih giler and mata nih memang tak larat. Lagipon minggu nih shift mlm, tido pon dah dekat pukul 4 pagi (gara2 nak habiskan installation.Net, lol!)

Bangun balik lebih kurang tgh hari jugak lah. Mak pulak dah bising2 suruh bersihkan dua2 porch rumah, uwahh. Sebelum tuh sempat jugak lah tgk tv, heheheee. Cerita sedih, Rashid Salleh berlakon. Tak pernah tgk dia berlakon drama sedih sebab biasanyer dia berlakon citer comedy. Tapi mmg tangkap nangis. Just imagine watching ur dad passed away in front of ur eyes. In that story, the dauhgter called her dad “bapak”. Mmmm,aku pon dulu panggil arwah bapak aku “bapak” jugak. (I miss him!!!-iklan kejap)

1.30pm – muzzafar call and told me that azzuwan and ahmad on the way to my place.. Duhhhh, I was still with my pyjama and preparing nasi goreng for lunch,goshhh. Apa lagi terus aku call ahmad, bagi tau tak yah daaing dulu sebab ikut perancangan mamat 2 org tu datang awal sebab nak tolong2 apa yang patut. Tapi they all mmg dah on the way and mereka kata hantar buah dulu. Kekekeekeek. Aku bagitau mereka kalo aku dah buka rumah sebelah baru aku call mereka. Lawak giler - dgn tak mandi dan masih ngan baju tido, terpaksa jugak lah aku keluar ambik buah dari they all, lol! Lepas tuh aku terus masak nasi goreng cepat2 dan mandi, lol!

Lepas mandi, makan dan terus gi vacum & mop rumah sebelah. Fuihh.. speeding giler.. tapi nak tercabut jugak pinggang nih, lol! Tak lama abis buat kerja2 kat rumah sebelah, Bogus muncul. Heheheehe, so aku mintak tolong dia drive ke rumah mak Haliza ambik mee hoon yang aku pesan. Sempat jugak aku merasa naik beamer, kuang... kuang... kuang... Lepas tuh azzuwan, ahmad serta adolf & wife, rozie samapi. Alfie call, bagi tau sampai lepas asar sebab dia solat kat umah dulu katanya. Asar tadi the guys semua solat berjemaah berimamkan Pogie.

Kesimpulannya, tahlil pada petang tadi suksess. Erm.. semoga arwah Im pres bersemadi dgn tenang dan semoga beliau ditempatkan disamping org2 beriman.

Amin...

16th Aug 2005

2005-08-17T00:50:00.000-07:00

Today my mum's birthday :) ermm hari jadi mum yang ke 59 :) sayang mum... no special present.. cuma hugs and kisses..itu pon tengah amai2. mum sibuk nak ke koperasi UPM, uruskan akaun kat sana. sebelum keluar rumah dia pesan yang tgh hari nanti kalu nakbeli auk jgn lupa tanya istri abg dulu sebab biasalah kan org tgh mengandung anak pertamma and.. abg and yan hari nih dua2 demam, cian,.. lepas mak abis bercakap.. terus peluk cium, ,ihikz.. just imagine that i'm too sleepy and tired that i'm lazy to go down from my double decker. peluk mum dari katil tingkat atas, lol!!

sebelum ke office, sempat buat kan mum caramel.. ya ampun.. masa tgh masa tuh gas pulak abis, lol! tpi sembat lah siapkan caramel before ke tempat kerja.

masa tgh reverse keta.. "mum, nanti weekend kita makan luar ya!" kata aku. mum jawab.. "yeah, pizza ya!" ermmmmmmm... funny :) usually mum prefer makanan melayu atau minang (yeahhhhhhhh, ,sate padang kat kampung baru). terus ku jawab "okiessssssssssss, noo hal" mmmmmmmmmmmm... sayang mum... terkilan sebab tak sempat nak makan dinner sama2 nagn mak mlm nih since aku kerja shift mlm this week :( dah lah tgh hari tadi mak balik lambat, aku makan sorang2 jer.

di RTM. masa tgh tunggu berita jam 11pm (postpone ke 11.20 sebab ada tilawah al-quran). sempat sheck sms, yeay... mum reply sms aku! "Thanks to Citra. dinner makan lauk tadi jer. caramel tadi sedap bangat" woaaaaaaaaa.. woa.. mak aku dah campur cakap indon yerrrrr.. yeah.. kekadang we alal belasah jer cakap indon kat umah. hahaah gara2 peminat sinetron. thanks to Astro, haahhaah :)

ermm.... hari ini juga anniversary perkahwinan citra yang kedua :)

jazz

2005-08-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

erm.. tadi petang sempat chat ngan citra. citer2 pasal keta.. aku cakap ada keta malaysia keluaran Naza,Citra - 7 sitter, harga rm80 ribu. terkejut gila si citra, dia kata mahal giler. pas tu cakap pasal jazz.. ermm gila! keta compact harga rm100 ribu lebih. Then citra kata Jazz lagi murah. aduhhhhhhhhhhhh, tension pulak bila dapat tau harga Jazz kat sana. terperanjat giler aku!!!! harganya bila aku convert ke rm.. jengg..jenngg..jenggg.. lebih kurang RM52ribu, boleh accept tak?? lebih murah dari Gen2 siot!!!! uwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. nak jazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... keta compact yang power!!!!!! isk.. isk..... aduh kerajaan nih letak tax tinggi sangat lah :(

tension.. tension...... yang pasti aku tak mampu nak pakai jazz kat sini. kuangggg.. kuang... aku hanya mampu beli second hand satria gituh, hahahaaaha! yang pasti sekarang nih aku pinjam keta mak. charade itu ponmak bagi masa abis belajar. tak pe.. tak pe.. kumpul duit nak beli apartment.. pasal keta nih.. kena tutup mata.

tapi bila pikir balik tension nyerrrrrrrrrrrrrr jazz rm52 ribu tuh babe... hahahaahahaa... kat sini rm52 ribu... tak dapat babe keta pick power.. pick up pasola ada lah, lol!

Usai sudah

2005-08-14T01:20:00.000-07:00

ermmm.... tadi masa on the way ke RTM aku tetiba jer dapat idea satu puisi.. nak kata puisi pon tak jugak.. cuma rasa macam nak tulis dalam blog aku yang pasif nih :)

Dapat idea nih masa kira-kira pukul 11.15pagi(13/08/05), masa tengah drive sambil dengar red104.9 - biasalah seperti biasa hari sabtu aku ikuti "carta baik banget". sajer dengar lagu2 latest dari seberang. Tetiba dapat idea nak tulis dalam bahasa indonesia, lol! Tajuk poem nih: Usai sudah.

Usai sudah...
Mimpi indah

Usai sudah...
Sepenggal kisah

ermm.. tak tau lah betul ke tak grammar dan ayat yg aku tulis nih, ihikz..

PC Fair

2005-08-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

Venue: KL Conventional Centre
Transport: KTM Komuter (Serdang - KL Sentral) , LRT Putra (KL Sentral - KLCC)
Things bought: 1G thumb drive (finally!!), CD-R (for Ahmad) & LCD flat screen (for my monitor-less CPU, ihikz)
Thanks to: Mum, my CC (not a regular cc user but useful for buying big $ gadjet)
Things need to buy for the next PC Fair: Kingston 1G SD card for my Nikon :)

p/s: the sony home theater set was awesome!!!!!!!! can i have it for my hantaran??? ok ok am i asking too much? duhhhhhh.. fine. i'll get 1 day.. ermmm... studio apartment with sony home theater *wink*

Meru, Klang

2005-08-08T10:30:00.000-07:00

It was tiring Sunday i was night shift last week. Woke up 11am (Sunday), yeah mum insisted to wake up early (early??, lol!) me since there was a wedding to attend. OK OK OK :( Though i still tireddddddddddddddddddddddd, uwahhhhhhh.

Yeah need to go early and hopefully i could have a chance to PC Fair that ended on the same day.

The wedding was at nenek Ulih's home - Meru, Klang. I could meet all the Minang's relative there. miss nenek Ulih's so much. She looks heathly compare to previous years. Nenek Ulih is my late grandma's youngest sister. She married atuk after grandma passed away. Mum said Atuk need to choose his late wife's sister to marry rather than other woman. "orang minang kena pentingkan keluarga perempuan dulu...", mum said. ermm...

Met atuk muda, he is my late grandma's youngest brother. Aku sangat manja ngan atuk mude nih (i'm so close and .....) i don't know what manja in english :) when he and his first arrived in Malaysia... he was poor in Malay said kais pagi, makan pagi. But now he is well to do. yeah food business... start from a small warong. I like his daging masak merah, meat dish that red in color, taste of sweet and a bit sour. First thing i would shaked and kiss his hand (malays shake and kiss the hand of elders as toshow respect) and.. huggggggged him! and his wife too :)

then nenek ulih came to out table, i kisssssss and hugged herrrrrr.. "rindu nyer kat nenek, nenek sihat?" - i misssss you so much, grandma. How are you? She smiled.... yeah.. could see from her eyes... so happy :)

seronok pulak bila dah jumpa saudaa2minag nih :) I fekt happy and excited when meeting Minang's relatives at the wedding. I think on my family side.. we are the generation that dont now how to speak out mother tongue. pethetic, huh? dont blame us since mum dont speak minang at home. malays and english rulez, ,lol! only mum can speak minang, yeah since she was born in sumatera. My 2 aunties, they cant speak minang... english speaking family tho :) as for me.. coud understand a bit, lol. yeah atuk mude will always teasing me because i dont understand and speak miang language... kekekkekek. yeah... i already remind mum to speak minag with my kids n the future. So that they remember their heritage. mesti ingat asal usul kita!

Atuk lah yg paling happy jumpa org2 minang, kekekekekke :) grandpa's was the happiest anyway. Luckily ahmad brought his digi cam.. photo session....

The food were fantastic!!! 1 thing i love on minang's wedding is the FOOD! not typical malay dish. The chief cook? of course my beloaved atuk mude!!! ikan bilis goreng cili with petai, hehehehe :) sambal fried chicken/ayam goreng sambal lado, rendang minang.. yummm yummmm :)

back home around 3am and arrived home at 4.30pm.

yeahhhhh, since pc fair closed at 9pm. still got time to get a thumbh drive for me :)

my shift is finished but ........

2005-08-02T02:45:00.000-07:00

Warta Pagi 1.30 finished and still need to stay since the 'Dalet engineer' is conferencing with Sing Yee on msn. Seems that this isreali guy can't get waht Sing Yee trying to tell him.

it's late and i'm stuck here. Luckily i got Jami's song to accompany me the whole morning, lol! singing and dancing while waiting for Ron reply, haahahahhhaaa!

yummy.... i dont really drink sugarcane juice but this morning.... taste nice although without ice.

"Cat, you duduk sana boleh matilah!!" said Emily. translated in english - "cat, if you still sit there, you gonna die soon!". well, actuay the place i sit... i can smell the ciggy's smokes since guys from the room beside our room were smoking.. uhukkkkkkkkkkkk... uhukkkkkkkkkkk.. yup.. the smokes make me chocking but i need to write,lol! While Emily and Sing Yee are sitting near the door :) me bz typing on my blog.. yeah.. i'mnot gonna waste a lil time waiting for Ron to reply the msn.. kekekekkeee.

surprisingly, Ron ask us, "so, what do we do now?" c'est tres amusant!!!!!!

ok now we need to do a lil setup at one of the server.. chiow :)

white lily

2005-08-01T01:45:00.000-07:00

(kerol stand by at studio 2, and me.. finished checking last clip for 1.30am news)

many flowerssssssssssssssssss... hanim gave me a rose, she said she hates flower since there are so many of them in her family garden.. her mum plant roses :)

and me.. i managed to brought back a fews roses yesterday. and today.. white flowers catch my attention... white and biggest among of all the flowers.. - white lily

white lily... you are so pure
pure that you catch my attention tonight
u remind me of someone..
someone who is far away from me
and yet hold a special place in my heart...

this simple poem and a white lily - dedicated to you.

p/s: i'm not a good writer/poet but i'm good in appreciating poem and flowers - wink² (btw, what am i doing? ermm, miss my english/theater class)

Sup ekor & french bread

2005-08-01T01:10:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah.. sejuk giler nih.. maintenance room nih sejuk giler :) ermmm... tadi makn nasi lemak jer for dinner.. malas pulak nak keluar dari RTM nih, malas nak drive ke Pantai Dalam - gerai nasi lemak ayam goreng rempah. nasib baik orang yang jual nasi lemak di studio 2 - nasib baik hari ahad dia ada jual. nasi lemak rm1 untuk dinner aku mlm nih. pukul 10mlm, laparrrrrrrrrrrrr.. beli krepek pedas manis. Aku ditegur Kerol cos makan macam orag lapar giler.. "orang gila pon tak lapar macam nih!!" seloroh dia, lol! mmg aku lapar giler.. nasi lemak seringgit - wudya expect, man! keekekkekkee.. tambahan pulak bilik nih sejuk.. mana tak cepat lapar.. tambahan pula RTM dah mula siaran 24 jam.. lagi lah.. berita 12.30 mlm dah jadi start pukul 1.20am. uwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. habis berita pukul 1.45am.. 2am baru balik.. sapami rumah lebih kurang nak dekat pukul 3pg.. uwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

ermmmmmmmm... tapi sekrang dah tak lapar dah.. kerol ajak aku makan kat lobby. yeah.. sempanan perasmian 24 jam siaran RTM, baru aku ingat ada makan2. salah seorang reporter ajak dia makan.. si mamamt nih malu pulak katanya.. itu yang ajak aku sekali, duhhhhh... kekekekeekk, aku seperti biasa.. "musuh jgn dicari, rezeki jgn ditolak" :)

aduhhhhhhhhh, sup ekor cicah ngan french bread!!! yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. sup panas!!! ermmmmmmm.. nak bawa pulang kek, tapi tak der bekas.. tak per lah.. bawa caramel untuk mak :) ihikzzz.. mak dah tido nih.

oklah nak gi studio.. tulis2, lagi 20minutes automation news nih..

my first writing since i left Ivanex....

2005-07-02T18:20:00.000-07:00

Such a long time i x update my blog. i'm working with a new company since last April ('thank you very much' since i have to forget about my trip to Jakarta on April). Kinda of missing colleagues at Ivanex. Although most of them move to another company for a better opportunities. As for me? yeah... although friends at ivanex like bro and sis :) but i have to make a step forward. More though here with the new working environment. Well, life goes on. Btw, i got extra income if working on weekend :) erm.. look at the positive side, huh *wink²* No life but i'll be fine.... No laptop/pc of my own at the site office (not reall office, to make it precise - maintenance room) make me hard to update/log in to my blog. Bro's Mac is not feeling well. Since i can only connect to the net world tru' bro's Mac, i shall forget about connecting to the net, uwahhh!!!!

Not really have a free time during working hours now, hahaahhaha.. Today public holiday but i'm working. less stress before the night news, ihikz. So, i take this lil' time to write something.

Apai (ivanex's x-colleague) just rang me up. Asking about dining at planet tonite. Yeah advised him to book a table since it's saturday nite and a tip to avoid cover charge too, lol! hope he will have a great time at planet, dine and dance :) but a few minutes later he sms for chili's klcc no. ermm.. too bad i guess full at Planet :) american chili's would be fine.. cosy place :) once had alfie's birthday small celebration.. still remember the cheeseeeeeeeeeee cake, yummy!

sebak dihati siapa yang tahu?

2005-03-24T13:49:00.000-08:00

ermm....

shila: it's a part of life....

How do I love thee

2005-03-21T23:55:00.000-08:00

love u... love u... love u... love u

ermms.. mengakhiri perbualan yahoo messenger aku ngan Citra, temanku dari seberang petang tadi.

kekekekekek, dah lama aku tak guna ungkapan tu. teringat satu poem yang aku burn dalam cd. Seorang teman kirimkan bersama valentine e-card.
puisi yang sungguh klasikal... aku suka :)

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints -- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

- Elizabeth Barrett Browning (1806-1861)

qada' subuh

2005-03-12T17:10:00.000-08:00

mum woke me up… mmmmm late for subuh again… but mum insisted me to wake up and pray.. did receive an email yesterday regarding waktu2 haram mengerjakan solat. 1. 28minutes after subuh finished.. I guess subuh end at 7.05am and I can only qada’ my subuh after about 7.35am. Matahari tengah naik..haram mengerjakan solat… 2. a few minutes before Zohor. Matahari berada tegak… haram mengerjakan solat. Told mum… mum said she will check with ustaz.. yeah, mum has her religious class every Friday at 8.30pm. heehehe exchange info. Mum said before sleep we should forgive all people around us and our face will look mmm how to say it in English.. kekeeek muka kita nampak bersih dan berseri gitu. Amalkan solat taubat every night, solat isyra’ dan solat duhu. Info yang diterima waktu tengok tv. Erm.. solat isyra’ adalah aku buat, ahakz. Tak hafal pon doanya, kena rujuk sekeping kertas yang mak beri, photostate dari buku solat2 hariannya.

After qada’ my subuh prayer, kitchen calling… mum was preparing nasi lemak, yummy! Wanna took pandan leaves but mum said not necessary cos mum used fragrance rice (given by uncle ali) sambal petai ikan bilis malam tadi masih banyak. I just peel cucumber and chopped halia. Kopek kulit telur rebus and made hot tea!

Alhamdulillah, kenyang.. lepak kejap. Chit chat with mum… mum asked about my trip to Jakarta.. the flight etc.. yeah.. confirm flight on 14th april. Chit chatting with mum while watching Discovery channel’s Travel & Living. Ermmm.. today’s show about Spanish country.. a few places that I can remember.. las ramblas.. Barcelona… oh may it was so temping when the host talk about FOOD!!!!!! The sea food make me hungry though I just taken my nasi lemak, lol!!! Many kind of Spanish cuisine..bread spread with tomato… sea food platter.. cant remember the name cos all the food names were in Spanish… kekekeeke.. sedap giler!!! Me as usualky will say out loud.. mmmmmm I will go that place someday.. wanna go Australia.. then UK.. Europe.. Bali!!!! Apa2 hal… Jakarta ama bandung duluan, heheehehee.

Mum: crazy.
Me: what crazy? Me? Why? Porque? Pourqoi?
Mum: crazy
Me: don’t say I’m crazy cos you know that pa was crazy too, heheeh don’t forget too.. I’m his daughter..
(I don’t know why she said that I’m crazy.. crazy for what? Yup, crazy for travelling.. me myself a bit coockoo sometime.. don’t care what people said, just like my pa I think pa was crazier than me, ihikz.. mum know him better than me. Sayang, bapak dah tak ada… if he is still alive, I’m sure he will be on my side and mum cannot say anything, ihikz. Pasti bapak ikut aku ke Jakarta and he can be my bodyguard)
Mum: *smiling*
Me: I hope my hubby is crazy like me. So that he will not say I’m crazy like you did say to me, ihikz.
Mum: nope.. your hubby must be vice versa then. Mana boleh dua2 crazy? Hahahahaahahahha
Me: eeeeeeeee, if he is homie type like you, I will become crazier.. kekekekek

(teringat pula, dua hari yang lepas. Mak tegur aku sebab aku pakai cincin. Sebenarnya aku memang tak pakai cincin. Tapi masa abang kahwin aku pakailah kan, nanti mak bising pulak, nanti dia kata aku nih tak melawa. Jadi aku pakailah cincin hadiah daripada arwah mak tinie tuh. Majlis persandingan abang dah habis tapi aku masih pakai. Tapi aku pakai bukan kat jari manis pon. Tapi kalo aku pakai pon biarlah, peduli apa aku. hahahaahha Mmmmmm….

Mum: naper pakai cincin pulak nih?
Me: lah.. biarlah, apa salahnya.
Mum: nanti kalo lelaki tengok, dia ingat ko dah berpunya…
Me: mmmmm.. apa masalah lelaki tuh pulak.. kalo dia betul2 interested in me. Biarlah gentlemen.. Tanya I sendiri. Kalo setakat tengok cincin kat jari and assumed that I’m taken, tak gentlemen lah.. lelaki tak gentlemen boleh belah! Tak kuasa nak layan.. heeheehhehe

P/s: over pulak aku nih.bukan apa.. aku memang tak terpikir pasal soal2 macam tuh…. Ntah sejak2 akhir nih mak banyak kali bukak topic yang ke arah yang gitu2. tetiba teringat pulak kat mamat sorang nih…..)

Ok ok done with chatting session.. it’s time to vacuum the house.. lol. Vacuum on the weekend as usual, ihikz. Did receive a call from Digistar Holding. Interview on Tuesday at 10.30am.. ermmm… just give a shot.. try aja lah… tak rugi apa2 pon kalo gagal. Tak tau lah ada rezeki ker tidak kali nie. Continue vacuum, kekekeekkekekekek…

Habis vacuum…. Bath time! Eeeeeeee, mum dah buang hampas kelapa. Baru nak scrub badan. Still remember the last time I scrubed my body with hampas kelapa. Mmmmmm, best2.. ihikz my skin feel so good… ala2 SPA gituh, hahahahahahahaaa!

Eh.. ada call.. oklah gotta go sue will pick me up in 2 minutes time….

Uncle Nil's birthday

2005-03-09T15:45:00.000-08:00

*hp ringging*
abang: khaty, hari nih b'day uncle... jgn lupa wish dia ya!
me: okies.. nanti khaty sms dier.. (tak ingat haribulan, cuma ingat bulan march and sama zodiac ngan aku.)

panggilan dari abang aku buat aku tersenyum sendirian.. terlupa pulak pasal b'day uncle aku sorang nih....

-----
me: A'kum uncle, happy b'day. semoga panjang umur, kesihatan ok and may
Allah bless u always :)

uncle: TQ. uncle kat sini pukul 4 pagi. dah jumpa ahmad,siap pegi rumah dia. hari ini pegi london pulak 4 meeting. bye...

ermmmmm...... sms yang akui hantar ke uncle tersayang aku :) bila pulak lah aku dapat jejak kaki ke bumi inggeris...

harap2 lepas grad, ahmad dapat kerja kat sana and stay for a while there.. kalo cukup duit boleh lah visit dia, ihikz. boleh tour europe heheeeeh apa lagi en route pour paris!!!!

Insya Allah..

3 hari lagi....

2005-03-07T15:30:00.000-08:00

Rabu, 2 Mac 2005

Start cuti, yeayy! Tapi aku masih rileks walaupun majlis persandingan abang dah dekat.. rileks.. jgn tension... mum dah berkali2 ingatkan untuk bersihkan kipas :) ok ok... dijamin beres! mula2 bersih kan kipas kat my room.. heheh senang jer cos panjat aja katil double decker aku.. hahahahaha, best2! tapi pencuci Jif nih buat tangan aku jadi kasar giler. tak per.. janji kipas aku putih bersih gitu :) Lepas tu, bersihkan kipas bilik mak. mmmmm.... scary jugak bila dah berada kat atas tangga. masa panjat tangga tak de lah scary sangat. tapi bila dah ada kat atas tak boleh nak duduk lah pulak.. gayat jugak rasa nya. hehehehe malas nak tunjuk sebab nanti ak risau pulak.. aku risau tak per janji mak tak risau.. hehehehehehe mancho lah konon! nak harapkan abang pon dia busy sepanjang minggu.. balik kerja pagi buta.. kekadang tak balik pon... kasihan abang aku. time2 nak kahwin lah pulak banyak kerja.... bila mak bising2 kat abang.. aku tengok abang muka kool jer.. tapi i bet dalam hati sure serabai giler! kekekekek :) berkali2 mak call abang. yeah.. abang masih di Palong, heheheheh rumah mentua dier... eeeee tak sangka abang aku dah bernikah... ermm....

Khamis, 3 Mac 2005

Wirdah start cuti hari nih... lebih kurang pukul 10 pagi dia sampai. Pagi2 lagi mak dan abang bertolak ke stesen keretapi, nak ambil dodol yang dipesan dari Kedah. aku di rumah... vacum dan mop lantai.. basuh baju. Atuk pulak asyik sungguh menonton animal planet channel :) nak tunggu citer indon tak de sebab selalu nyer sinetron indon petang2 jer. tersenyum lebar atuk.. sayang atuk!!! tengah hari baru tini & sari datang.. tante hantar mereka lepas habis berniaga. Wirdah , tini & mum basuh porch. aku? erm... take photo2 mereka.. hahahahah.. apa lagi aku prepare lunch seperti biasa. Abang Nuar and the gang datang untuk pasang canopy :) mereka bertolak dari Melaka pukul 11.30pg.. erm...2.30ptg sampai... sampai jer terus hidangkan lunch untuk mereka.

mak busu and auntie sampai lebih kurang pukul 3ptg. tante dan anak2 pon datang.. woa.. terasa meriah cos ramai orang di rumah.. aku pulak sibuk masak, nak prepare dinner.. itu lah kerja aku kalo dah ramai saudara datang umah.. kekekekek serabai jugak tapi tak per.. aku enjoy :) tak de lah terror sangat, masak simple2 jer.... masak apa ya :) aku pon dah tak ingat sangat aku prepare apa.. tapi ada keropok.. sayur bayam.. ikan masin, ikan bawal sweet and sour.. heheheh (aku goreng ikannya tapi mak yang buat kuah nya.. aku tak pas lagi buat kuah sweet and sour lah, uwahhh - mak nih fussy.. kena ikut resepi dia kan. kalo ikut resepi aku.. belasah jer jadi ada rasa masam manis, lol) kuang..kuang..kuang.... auntie, opah & tante masukkan dodol dalam uncang.. hehehehehe.. aku pon nak menyibuk jugak :) coklat, hijau dan jingga.... gula merah, pandan & durian... woaaa flavor dodolnya so tempting! seronok nyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. penat giler.. tapi aku happy :)

to be continued... (nak gi lunch, lapar giler!)

Jumaat, 4 Mac

“ *Jika* kekekekekke dah lama tak dengar lagu nih… thanks yasin! Nasib baik dia dah copy semua mp3 dari cpu ila :) - cpu ila rushdan dah format, kuang..kuang..kuang…. ‘jika teringat tentang dikau, jauh di mata dekat di hati…..’ ermmm ….. si shila nih tengok2 aku pulak.. hahahahaha jgn jeles ya shila *wink2* asyik buka lagu tamil jer.. kasi lah chance kat i nak dengar lagu indon pulak, lol! Alhamdulillah kenyang nyer.. baru balik dari lunch… “

japz ya.. apa aku buat hari jumaat lepas ya... oh ya.... rebus telur ayam untuk bunga pahar.... orang2 yang pasang pelamin datang ke rumah lebih kurang pukul 5 petang. petang tu siapkan bunga pahar :)

TH3 R|GHT P3RSON, TH3 R|GHT T|M3, TH3 WR0NG PL4C3.......

2005-02-23T13:45:00.000-08:00

lunch time...

while having lunch with shila.. she came out with this idea.. "the right person, the right time, the wrong place".

the right person: mmmmm.. he may be not a purrfect guy that's for sure since nobody purrfect. personally i don't know if he is the right guy for me but he makes me curious...

the right time: after all these years being 'close' but i don't know why i give myself a chance to get to know him. finding out that i think about him a lot - that's scares me!

the wrong place: when i asked shila, she said "cat, there will be a 'possibility' if he is near u. the fact - he is not near you". yeah.. that really true.

frankly, even if it is the right person, right time and right place... kalau dia tak ada hati kat kita.. sama jugak - "one way street" juga :)

tak jadi book ticket

2005-02-18T17:10:00.000-08:00

no vacation on may.. erm.... erm...

Before lunch 17th

2005-02-17T12:47:00.000-08:00

11.30am
Received a call from Haniza, Onego. As usual regarding the itemized bills. *in your eyes by kylie* mmmmm…. This is not good cos gm want kavin to fax service request form to me and I supposed to go on with the request. But things opposed what have been said. She said she wanna discuss with the director regarding the bills. I don’t know what to tell kavin, muka nih dah cukup tebal. Segan nak outing dengan dia.. though a few times juga kavin ajak lepak. I told him I’m not gonna hang out with him until I outta this company, lol! (wondering I could get another job opportunity).

11.45am
Interrupted by the director, asking about the VSAT photo.. the scanned not suitable to put in the power point, need a bigger view. Manage to get the hardcopy and now need to scan it. No scnnaer at the office, funny and sickening when think about it. Complaining? Ermmmmm… sort off.. what things to go smoothly and perfectly done the facilities? None  don’t blame me. Wodering where I can get this photo scan….

*Ring..ring* kekekeekek.. receptionist? Ahakz… being here.. gotta be multitasking :)

yesss, hasmin told me that I can get all the scanned photos of all the sites from shazmi’s pc. Now shazni is transferring the folder into thumb,kewl! And now my job to choose VSAT’s pic to pass to the big boss :)

To be continued.. *keep playing in your eyes* need a funky music, lol!

12noon
need to do ip configuration on operation manager's lap top... (interupption, kekekekkekek) ok now can continue with kad rakyat activation. While checking the status of the calling cards, suddenly someone want to configure the LAN. Duuuhhhhhh…. The cards not yet activate!!!!! Can they just gimme a few minutes so tat I can get my things done.. yeah.. yeah.. I’m not the seniers or VIP here but that’s not a reason why they can take my work for granted.. sooner or later I have to answer all those complaint form the client.. BTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! Ermm.. ok the VPN is connecting… continue my activation…… the connection is slow but hopefully I can get this activation thingy done be4 out for lunch. Unable to login :(

12.15noon
still trying connecting VPN *come into my world by kylie* lepak japs sambil dengar lagu and viewing the sites’s pic :)

12.25noon
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee MATTA price to Jakarta rm318 oh mannn, this is kewl!!!! Hehee thankz, Puan :) got the info for info!! need to write annual leave letter cos it’s gonan be a longgggg annual leave. Erm… RM318 pergi balik with MAS? Gilaa!! but it’s a fact for the MATTA price!!! Seronoknyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! En route pour Jakarta!!!!!

12.35noon
finally got connected to VPN *come into my world by kylie* ok.. the cards have been activating.. syukur alhadulillah and now I can have my lunch in peace, lol! *love at first sight by kylie* happy.. happy. Hopefully got the day off (8 days off, yehaaaa!!) Ya Allah…. Semoga aku dapat bercuti dengan tenang :) Insya Allah

12.45noon
ok activation done… *in your eyes by kylie* happyyy.. happpyy… gotta go for lunch, need to hurry.. mmmmmm.. nak solat jemaah pulak rasanya hari ini…..

Selasa yang ......

2005-02-15T16:40:00.000-08:00

pagi2 lagi aku dah bengang! erm.. ingatkan network kat office dah ok, rupa2nya.. masih tak jalan.. someone playing with the cable that connected to lap top that me and other colleague use to be online. when i checked out the cable, i found out that the cabled is unplugged from the hub... eeeeeeeeee geram myaaa aku!! siapa pulak lah yang gatal tangah mengusik cable tu!!! satu kerja pulak aku dan su nak menggodek cable2 LAN. finally i got to found out that Yassin was the person who messed out the LAN cable.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... marah nih. then dia buat tak tau pulak!!! so sekarang nih tak leh nak online kat tempat i and the rest. kecuali tempat mr nikkie :) thanks nik, bagi cat pakai ur pc, lol!

waktu lunch pon aku panassss.. penat aku tunggu giliran untuk order kuew tiao tom yam.. tetiba tukang masak tu tanya minah yang berdiri sebelah aku.. oh man.. aku dah lah tengah panass nih (ntah.. lately aku cepat naik angin). mm.. nikkie nak guna pc dia.. aku tak habis writing lagi nih. tak per nih.. 5 minutes ok! lol :) sambung balik cerita aku.. aku bengang... sebab tukang masak tuh tanya minah tuh dulu, padahal aku dah tunggu lama.. actually i'm quite patient whne waiting for food but today i kinda moody.. hahaahaha. terus aku cakap.. "dik, tak payah lah, cancel!" terpikir nak order kat gerai lagi satu.... masa berjalan ke gerai lagi satu tuh.. aku hampir nak terjatuh sebab lantai licin.. giler!!!!! memang today not really my day :(

then order air cincau.. tak sampai2.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. sajer jer buat aku panas lagi, hahahaa.. nasib baik makan ngan ija. ija pon cakap tak yah lah tunggu, minum air ais kosong dia aja.. aku pon share aja lah air dia, kekekeeekee :)

oklah.... sampai sini dulu.. aku nih menumpang pc nikkie :) tapi yang pasti aku emo pulak lately.. sampai bila aku nak macam nih, aku pon tak tau.. pagi tadi pon masa baca yasin.. sayu jer rasanya..... masa borak2 ngan ija.. ija kata.. Allah mmg bagi dugaan yang banyak kat umat dia sebelum dia bagi sesuatu yang kita tak sangka.. ermmmmm.... Ya Allah kuatkan lah semangatku...

oklah nak siap kan invitation card for Ivanexianzzzzzzzzz :)

Rabu yang..

2005-02-15T16:30:00.000-08:00

ermmmm... today is not really bad day :) ring.. ring... ring.... kavin, the TMNet guy. mmmm... can't proceed his request since the matter is still hold by kak Dzuzan.

*cintailah cinta by dewa* mmmm, thank God there is music, hehhe thanks to bro's earphone :)

collegues said that i'm look so joy today.. kekek ermmmm.. i wonder why. but seems not a very bad day like yesterday.. hehehe :) manage to be online!!!! yehaaaaaaaaa!! finally, thanks to mr nikkie :) yeah, he kinda pissed off when i asked for his IP address - thought of i might use his address to be online. but, basically i need his IP to be online indirectly through the remote desktop connection. as if i'm using his pc tho :) happy.. happy :)

during lunch hour i talk too much until shila finished her rice and my rice is still full on the plate. talk too much... well got to let it our dear shila.. she keep smiling when listening to my story.... i don't want to be quite cos i might get bored cos so much inside....

will meet sue after work :)

*arjuna mencari cinta by dewa* ermmm.. this music so hippie though it's love song by a rock band. i love the drum and the chorus... "akulah arjuna... yang mencari cinta... wahai wanita.... cintailah aku...." ermmm.... arjuna dont believe in true love...

to be continued.. (got to do some works.. hehe)

Parcel dari Jakarta

2005-02-03T14:30:00.000-08:00

*sound of my hp ringing* erm.. a call from mum i guess. yup, it was mum's voice. ahakz... wants me to go home early i think because yesterday went back home quite late (this is all because of the director of the company of working with want me and other staffs to listen to this banking's thingy called Basel II). She sound so excited... erm.. kekekekeke.. she told me there is a parcel for me! eeeeeeee, finally it arrived :) told mum not to open it.. yeahh yeah.. since she likes to open my letters, duhhhhh.... yeah.. yeah.. i know she's my mum but i just need her to respect me properties.. that's all. i dont think so it's hard. kekekeekke.. mum... mum... sayang mak!! today i got a good reason to go home early :)

after hang up the phone, sms sam and citra.. tell them that the material is save at home.. kekekekeke, too happy and excited, i decided to call citra, lol! (kapan ketemu kalian??)

happy.. happpyy... i got reason to be happy at the office, lol! really bored at the office lately.

got to drop by to see the tailor at plaza warisan this evening....

Tentang seseorang

2005-02-02T10:30:00.000-08:00

This morning while having breakfast and watching tv, a video clip of a song that really make me... think of someone... Frankly i really like this song. Wouldn't it be great if i could play guitar while singing this poetic song..

Teruntukmu hatiku, ingin ku bersuara
Merangkai semua tanya, imaji yang terlintas
Berjalan pada satu Tanya slalu menggangguku
Seseorang itukah dirimu kasih
Kepada yang tercinta inginku mengeluh
Semua resah di diri mencari jawab pasti
Akankah seseorang yang diinginkan kan hadir
Raut halus menyelimuti jantungku....

Cinta hanyalah cinta, hidup dan mati untukmu
Mungkinkah semua Tanya kau yang jawab
Dan tentang seseorang itu pula dirimu
Ku bersumpah akan mencintai.....

Butuh dia...

black out

2005-01-27T17:05:00.000-08:00

erm... tiba2 pulak rasa sebak pulak petang nih... *sigh* nasib baik ada ila :) so tak de lah rasa sedih sangat.... tension pon ada..... dah lah serabai ngan masalah ngan TM Net.. tapi actually pasal hal nih (nih hal lain, bukan hal TM Net) aku memang dah agak/dah tau consequencesnya... rasa tetiba mengelabah pon ada... apa ya word dalam bahasa omputihnya.. .. ermmm yeah.. black out for a few seconds.

hopefully i'm gonna be fine by tomorow... yeah..yeah i guess i will cry before going to bed..

p/s: thanks ila!

Yesterday - A call from Alfie

2005-01-25T20:17:00.000-08:00

Just finished my solat Isya' when I received a call from Alfie. ermmm.. a phone call form newly wed?? kekeekekek what's the story, morning glory :) It was great to received a call from my best buddy.. He thanked me for attending his wedding in JB last 2 weeks. and.. heheheh the 2nd agenda was about the latest gossip in Ivanex of course.. hahahaahaa, I was quite surprise when he asked about it since he is no longer with the company, lol! While on the phone with him, I heard a sound of kitten and hisname is Tiga.. funny name for cats.. ahakz, jangan marah ya Alfie :) Since we talk about his cats, before I forgot.. I did remind him about to keep the cats outside or in the cage if Ida is pregnant :) Though Alfie.. longggggggggg way to go. Well, kalo Allah nak bagi rezeki, we never know kan :)

Well, Alfie may your marriage life full with love and happiness!

Ring..ring… may I speak to Citra please…..

2005-01-25T19:42:00.000-08:00

Ermmm.... we were both so excited. Don’t know why. But Citra seems surprised received my call :) yeah, she was! Need to call her about the material for my kebaya, keekkekekkeke. The first call, nobody pickup the phone. Tried for the second time.. hehehheeh.. indon song as the tone… finally a guy picked up the call. Mmmmm, must be Citra’s hubby :) “may I speak to Citra please….” Yup.. kali ini nombor tepon yang betul.. dia ketawa jer.. ntah kenaper dia ketawa. Tak de pulak aku buat lawak… basically we all bincang pasal material yang aku minta tolong belikan.. nasib baik call hp, kalu aku call rumah mesti borak berjam2.. hehehehehehe. Itupun sebab mak dia dah tido and tepon umah dalam bilik mak dia.. best jugak borak2 ngan Citra, though sometimes ada juga perkataan indon yang aku tak paham.. hahahahhhhaa.. e.g mengetik. Rupa2nya mengetik tu maksudnya menaip, ihikz. kapan kita ketemu ya?

p/s: first call yang tak de orang angkat tu actually line rumah Sam, kuang.. kuang.. kuang.....

Intro

2005-01-19T13:50:00.000-08:00

Well, this is my first blog. erm.... in 1 month I will be 27. Time run so fast. I'm not good at writing but I love to read anything especially poems (though I have no time to read one, LOL!) or anyone's writing.

The idea of having my own blog started long ago but to put it in action.. (heheehe after a few years.. forgot to count) only yesterday when I was having conversation with my net buddy. Writing diary daily not my cup of tea to be franked.

BTW, I can improve my English. Anyone is welcome to correct my English :)